Tumblr Anons dared me to sing. I took that challenge…eventually.
This of course all runs under the meagre assumptions that what I write actually gets read someday.
I built this brilliant character in my head, or at least I thought I did. He was handsome, witty and outright brilliant. He does commit some awful atrocities though. He can be brutal, he is cold. I’m only after realising I based him on someone I used to have an interest in. I didn’t imagine him. He is exactly who he is. It would be obvious to anyone who knew him and read. Is it unethical to use him?
Who am I?
I just finished re-reading the very first ten pages of my blog. I’m shocked by how dark they are, how unhappy with life I was. But more than that, it feels like I’m reading writings that belong to a different person. I’ve changed so much. The boy who started this blog was shy and depressed but ambitious, determined and intelligent.
The boy who controls it now is definitely neither shy nor depressed. But am I still ambitious, determined and intelligent? Can I change as drastically as I did in such a short amount of time and still retain a portion of who I was. Or have I truly reinvented myself? Is the old sparrow gone, replaced by something else. Or have I simply grown.
It is an odd revelation to realize how little I know about myself and who I am. Were someone to ask me to describe myself, I would struggle. No, more than that. I would fail. I have no idea who I am and clearly I’ve forgotten who I was. That past pain, I don’t remember it. Those bitter words, I can’t recall them.
How does one go about figuring out who they are? Shouldn’t I know myself better than anyone else? So why does it feel like Shane is someone I don’t know? What drives him? What makes him who he is? Why does he react how he does? These are questions I cannot answer because at the root of it all, they remain the same. Who am I?
I’ve come to the conclusion that youtube is better than tv, so does anyone have any good channels that they would like to recommend to me?
If you could see me do anything in a youtube video?
What would it be and why?
If anyone actually answers this, I will do the best response.
Which am I?
Which am I? An attention seeker or someone who just vents on occasion?
Yes, yes, I’m aware that this question is by it’s very nature an attention seeking sort of thing. But certain anon’s inspired me to ask!
A request by anon, keep them coming:)
My friend thinks I should do more youtube video/blogs
Also what should the topic be?
Oh and you can find her here:
Follow her, because I forgot to mention her in my last video and really should have:L
I appear to have somehow delete my ask me a question link?
Does anyone know how I did this…or how I fix it?